Saturday, April 27
So yeah
Its now almost May lol...im a horrible blogger...nothing interesting or time worthy to post lol.
Friday, January 18
Monday, January 7
Been a couple days.
Ends up we didn't go see my brother and his family...they have the flu going around really bad around there and my SILs mother and best friend and sister were feeling ill and since we all have had it already I said..."No way" so we will be seeing them around Easter if all is well...
Finally went back to the Choctaw Nation Indian Clinic today...haven't been there to see my doc since June...I just hate the drive...but I guess I shouldn't complain at least I don't have to drive all the to Poteau or Tahlequah OK... Any who...got all my old meds refilled...didn't ask about my head meds but still dunno If i wanna restart them... Told her about my (sorry to be gross) vomiting over the last couple of week or so...not from sickness....just out of the blue...and only in the evenings...anyway my antinausua meds don't work too well...so she said she "thinks" i may have something called Diabetic Gastroparesis...but wouldn't know for sure unless I have an upper G.I. study...which id have to have done here...so she gave me zofran which is supposed to be stronger and started me on Protonics to take alone with the zantac...tonight so far so good...we shall see how it works over the next few days...
That's pretty much it I reckon...
School starts back for Sara tomorrow...shes excited...so am I lol..
Finally went back to the Choctaw Nation Indian Clinic today...haven't been there to see my doc since June...I just hate the drive...but I guess I shouldn't complain at least I don't have to drive all the to Poteau or Tahlequah OK... Any who...got all my old meds refilled...didn't ask about my head meds but still dunno If i wanna restart them... Told her about my (sorry to be gross) vomiting over the last couple of week or so...not from sickness....just out of the blue...and only in the evenings...anyway my antinausua meds don't work too well...so she said she "thinks" i may have something called Diabetic Gastroparesis...but wouldn't know for sure unless I have an upper G.I. study...which id have to have done here...so she gave me zofran which is supposed to be stronger and started me on Protonics to take alone with the zantac...tonight so far so good...we shall see how it works over the next few days...
That's pretty much it I reckon...
School starts back for Sara tomorrow...shes excited...so am I lol..
Wednesday, January 2
One Down Already
One of my New Years resolutions was to quit smoking...well I blew that one all the hell...well not bad but I did break it! Gonna try much much harder...been doing good on the weight loss so far...which is on the other blog --------> over there...
Tomorrow I'm gonna be headed to my brothers place...hes cool but I cant wait to see my sis in law Lacy...I just adore her...taking Sara with me as my oldest cant be trusted!!!! LOOOOOONG story...
Anyway Ive been thinking I do need to get back on my head meds...every so often some strange "thought" pop up and I get weirded out...BUT I've not lost touch with reality as of yet...well since stopping my meds a few months ago anyway. Being sick in the head SUX!!!!! I do pop a few of my old meds every so often that ive still got but don't take them like I should...threw most of them out! Crazy is as crazy does...
I have a WHOLE bunch of health issues along with a few mental health issues...may go into my health issues later on but right now Ill share a bit of my other... I'm.......
Depressed
Insomnia
Anxiety
Bi-Polar with psychotic features
And I'm sure a couple that's not been diag yet... Any who in the past I've been on tons of different meds...some work some don't...almost all have horrid side effects that i cant stand and usual quit taking them because of them...
Okay enough for now... Ta Ta till later!
Tomorrow I'm gonna be headed to my brothers place...hes cool but I cant wait to see my sis in law Lacy...I just adore her...taking Sara with me as my oldest cant be trusted!!!! LOOOOOONG story...
Anyway Ive been thinking I do need to get back on my head meds...every so often some strange "thought" pop up and I get weirded out...BUT I've not lost touch with reality as of yet...well since stopping my meds a few months ago anyway. Being sick in the head SUX!!!!! I do pop a few of my old meds every so often that ive still got but don't take them like I should...threw most of them out! Crazy is as crazy does...
I have a WHOLE bunch of health issues along with a few mental health issues...may go into my health issues later on but right now Ill share a bit of my other... I'm.......
Depressed
Insomnia
Anxiety
Bi-Polar with psychotic features
And I'm sure a couple that's not been diag yet... Any who in the past I've been on tons of different meds...some work some don't...almost all have horrid side effects that i cant stand and usual quit taking them because of them...
Okay enough for now... Ta Ta till later!
Tuesday, January 1
Its 2013
I am a disabled wife and mother of a 7 yo daughter and a 17 yo old daughter who is about to turn 18. We all had a little New Years Eve party...just a nice little cake, snacks and party favors...my youngest is finally in bed...she was really wound up lol... We had a good time tho...
New Years Resolutions...yeah...well I break them every year but I did make a few...a couple I can mention is I'm going to yet again stop smoking...Ive got a ton of health issues (which I'm sure I will mention in the future) so I really need to...also need to drop some pounds...like ALOT of them lol...will do my best anyway....What can I say. So far so good but its only 1:15 am LOL...
Who knows what the future will bring....I pray its better than 2012...but I've had worse years...way worse...no shadows creeping up on me yet like they have many times in the past....Only time will tell...only time will tell....
New Years Resolutions...yeah...well I break them every year but I did make a few...a couple I can mention is I'm going to yet again stop smoking...Ive got a ton of health issues (which I'm sure I will mention in the future) so I really need to...also need to drop some pounds...like ALOT of them lol...will do my best anyway....What can I say. So far so good but its only 1:15 am LOL...
Who knows what the future will bring....I pray its better than 2012...but I've had worse years...way worse...no shadows creeping up on me yet like they have many times in the past....Only time will tell...only time will tell....
2013
Ive decided to totally clean house...start from scratch...what you will find here is....well...a bunch of rambling...good stuff, bad stuff, mentally crazy stuff....just stuff...my life...if you find something here...some kind of connection...stick around...if you dont...God Bless you! Cause Im just me and Im a bit twisted! OH and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!!!! Time to get rid of last year and start new...AMEN!
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